Three Things, 4

So this isn't exactly week 4, but the past month and a half were pretty hectic. I did definitely lose sight of the project for a while but I'm happy to report I'm back on track.

What Makes Me Happy

1 - I took care of the problems from week 3. I broke up with my boyfriend, got a full-time job, and powered through the withdrawals.

2 - I just totally cleaned and re-designed my new room.

3 - Even after a short stint on the pessimist side of life, I was able to pull myself up pretty quickly.

What Doesn't

1 - I unnecessarily alienated a few people during this process.

2 - I went broke during this process.

3 - I have not managed to learn how to be comfortable alone, which was one of my goals.

How I'll Fix It

1 - Open myself up to those people and apologize - then it's their choice.

2 - Be more responsible with my money from here on out.

3 - Force myself to spend at least an hour a day alone, without television or the internet. I can read, or meditate, or write, or draw, or make more inspiring signs for my wall, but I can't have any contact with a human, directly or through the internet.